“I’m looking forward to the next step in my future, whatever that may be. I know it will be a lot better than my past”.
Jeannette ‘Jinty’ Dobsonwas introduced to through involvement in thecriminal justice system.Shedescribes her life at that point as rock bottom– a survivor of domestic abuse and sexual violence,Jintyexperienced suicidal thoughts andturned to substances to help her cope with everyday life.
Standingin a police station,Jintyfinally recognisedhowthechoices she was makingwere having anegative impact onherlife andthe livesof those around her.This was not the first timeJintywas in this situation, but she was determined to make it the last. Ready for helpto get out of this harmful cycle, she asked her supporter worker to sign her up for ’s Next Steps course.
“My experience was phenomenal and life changing. I could go on about it all day.When meeting other women on Next StepsIdidn’trealise how many people were going through the stuff I was going through. Different scenarios but the same kind of stories. I liked that because nobody was different to anyone else, and nobody treated each other differently.”
Next Stepsprovides support to women whose backgrounds have led to their involvement in the criminal justice system and other difficult circumstances such as homelessness, domestic abuse, problem substance use and mental health issues. Women on the Next Steps programme attend a 5-day wilderness journey in the Scottish Highlands to experience the full benefits of time outdoors. Sustained and person-centred support, in an individual’s community, is wrapped around the outdoor learning.The combination of one-to-one support and time in nature for these women creates a safe space for them to share, reflect and make changes towards a happier life.
Jintydescribesherself asbeing a “raver”and loved to take“party drugs”.As she grew older and faced troubling experiences,Jinty’slife began to spiral out of control. She found herself“binge drinking” anddrugsbegan to invadeand take overher life.
“I didn’t want to face my drug addiction. I didn’t want to face the fact it was helping me get up in the morning and helping me function. I’ve got a tear in my eye thinking about it now because it’s just so emotional. I could have been lying in the jail because that’s what was next for me.
When I think about the way I used to be, wanting to go fighting all the time and getting up to no good. There was so much toxicity in my life which was having a knock-on effect. When I wasselling,I thought I could be sly and play the system, but it turned out I was just playing myself.”
WhenJintywascharged for a second timeshefaced the real threat ofending up in prison. However, she wassentenced toa community justice provision andoffered one further chance torepay her debt to society while also engaginginthe support she needed to move onfrom her past experiences and start a new life for herself.
Criminal justice orders such as CPO’s (community payback orders) provide people with the opportunity towork within their communities, give back and reflect on their behaviours that lead them to the criminal justice system. provide people with the opportunity to carry outcriminal justice orders in naturalenvironments, using the outdoors as a catalyst for change and transformation.
High quality outdoor learning experiences allow people expand comfort zones and experience challenges in a natural environment setting, fostering prolonged confidence and resilience. As part of our Next Steps course, women have an open space reflect on their environment back home and share their experiences with the group. The course supports women to identify areas causing harm in their lives as well as identify steps to make positive change. Jinty says she appreciated the time in nature to focus on herself, away from any distractions and external influences. Many outdoor activities were out of her comfort zone, but she gave it her all.
“I’m not one for walking or abseiling or anything like that. But abseiling was such an amazing day. It was phenomenal. I was worried about my size and if I would getstuck butgoing down was the best feeling.”
Jintyfeltready to change her life, and was thereto give her the tools she needed to make that happen.Diagnosedwithdyslexia,Jintyhaddifficulty taking in written information and verbalising herselfwhichwent unnoticed growing up, adding afurther barrier to finding long-term employment.
“Itwasso rewardingto go on a course like that. It opens your eyes up to where you are and whereyou’regoing. I had nothing to focus on before. Ididn’tknow what I was living for. I had no academics or job prospects. I never thought I was going to work.”
Now,Jintylooks forward to a brighter future.
“I’m working at West Lothian collegeasthen I’m going to further my studies. I want to work within mental health and the prison service, or to work with young people thathaven’thad a good start in life.I’mgoing to start mentoring young people involved in criminal justice through college as well. We have to show young people it’s not the right road.”
If you have a question aboutNext Stepsor want to find out more about being referred to the programme please contact us at info@venturetrust.org.uk or call 0131 228 7700.